Monday, January 19, 2009
How long has it been since i last wrote so today i guess i need to write 3 blogs at a go.. haha
... My friend is trying to kill me ne??? he sent me a fast japanese song and expect me to sing it??? if i can sing "kiss you" by Takako Uehara it will be good enough...
=.=" I can't even read a text without any error.. how can i sing a fast song... even though it is romanji.. lol
Finally my new song is going to be out! Lyrics by me.. and song by my best pal -Esther and the 2 of us are Moon and Star! lol...
Yesterday during my Japanese class, my teacher played a Japanese game with us about fortunate telling.. using our birth date and year, she finds out which animal we are.. there are 12 animals like chinese zodiac
Japanese one includes Lion, Cheetah, Pegasus, Elephant, Monkey, Wolf, Koala, Tiger, Black Leopard, Sheep, Raccoon Dog and Fawn...
I am the black leopard and which means i am one of those who suit to work in the media like singer, dancer, actress and sportmans... lol
lol... i wonder how many % true it is.. lol...
Though I like singing and dancing and basketball and badminton.. haha....
I still have a test on Tuesday... and next wednesday right after Chinese NEw Year.. teachers are trying to kill us =.="
Monday, January 19, 2009
Friday, October 10, 2008
The problem with many blogs is that you can't update all everyday...
and yeah.. I haven't update this for a long long long long time! haha....
Soon my vacation will be over and i will be back in school again~
Hopefully i can work hard again! haha..
Ganabarimasu!
Now i am all over NewS~ haha... yup... that's all for now...
Ja mata....
Friday, October 10, 2008
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Hihi...
I haven't been updating my blogger.com blogs these few months/weeks/days... that's because i only update my japanese blog! Haha... I am indeed very lazy to update all my blogs and i am currently thinking of deleting some blogs.. but i am still deciding on which blog to delete... i will have to make a decision soon.. but which blog should i delete! X_X I will see which one i like more that.. but i will definitely keep my japanese blog.. as for this blog and my other blogger blog... erm... I will have to pick one to delete.... Have to decide.. because i can't possibly update all my blogs... haha
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
こんにちは！ 元気ですか？
It has been a long time since i last wrote.. But i have been writing blogs just that it is not in this blog.. it is in my japanese blog but what i wrote are all in english so i guess =.= it is a bit out of place! (hahaha)
3 exams paper down and the final one to go which will be this evening! Finally!!! Some formulas are really very hard to remember but i will try my best to remember them! I still have not really read through the theory because i am still trying to re-do some of the exams questions... and later i also have to try to look through the tutorials! Tutorials also includes some exam questions... (exam questions= past year exam questions!)
=.=" I still like my japanese blog because there are emotions and expressions i can put in the blogs and they are all very cute! lol...
Some other stuffs.. Really very heartbroken to see Hiroki so tired! Need to rest even though there is alot of work... Cannot tired yourself out! 頑張って
And Yuu seems to be having fun >.< ....
And me.. i am suffering at exam.... (haha) 頑張ります it is the last paper ! Yeah!
Tomorrow is K box time! (^v^) so happy! haha... abit mad i know... haha... but i am so happy!
The final battle! I better go back to my study! lol
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
I realise that i have too many blogs and i totally have no time to write for all... lol.... Well...
I usually write in my japanese blog! lol... but i write in English...
Currently i have been very busy because of projects and my up and coming exams!
Next week is already the study week so i will really have to study! Now i am also studying Japanese from my cousin Esther and from my overseas friend alex.. haha... i think they must be having headaches cos i have too much questions... sorry to trouble you both! lol...
I always have loads of questions which is why, my friends sometimes think i am abit too annoying.. (i guess)... haha....
Even though accounting is really not my kind of thing, i think i should still work hard and do well for my exam and graduate with a good score... and to pursue what i like most - music! lol.. yes... I think music... lol... and once again thank-you alex for the comment on my recording! lol.. that gives me hope (cos my bros always destroys my hopes)
Just now LY scared the hell out of me when she called me, she said that our project which is due on Friday may have something wrong! Cos the requirement says that we need to make a brokerage revenue of $70k per month but we only have a total of $70k for 3 months!
But luckily she called our teacher and he said it is ok cos the requirement was only for CA1... And now we are doing for CA2... lucky us... if not we will not even finish on time! .. because if we change that, we will have to change the whole lot of things( from brokerage journal to cash disbursement journal to general ledger to profit & loss to balance sheet bla blabla) and all is effected! ..
lol..
Today, Jie Ting, Dawn and I signed up for the holiday personal development program for the Hip hop jazz... sounds like fun.. lol... I always like to dance but didn't really go for classes, so this is great! lol.. but of cos i won't be able to use my hand to balance my whole body, i think my hand will break if i do! I don't think i will be able to be like Energy to dance like that.. lol... Haha...
Last but not least, ah ma is in hospital now.. and Aunty bing is now at home to take a rest while mom stay in the hospital to look after ah ma... i do hope that mom is ok... and i also pray that God will heal ah ma so that she can come home soon! May God continue to give them both health! I think i will have to go down to the hospital again soon to visit ah ma... But i don't know how to go! ... haix... i guess i will have to look at the website for SMRT and SBS to see which bus from dover goes there.. haha...
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Hi... already passed 3 days since my birthday! lol
Very tired today!
Morning-jogging
Morning 11a.m to evening 6pm - in sch doing project
7pm to 9pm - eat dinner, bring cousins home, watch a bit anime
9pm to 9.20pm - bathe
9.20pm to 10.43pm - trying out jap blog =.="
This is how my day went.. and the activity that is the longest? School... doing project.. i am so tired now! lol...
Tomorrow is kousuke Kujirai's birthday wor! lol...
lol...
ok.. cannot laugh any more le... =.= too tired... i think i am going to slp soon if not tomorrow i will end up slping in service during church ... =.= tired! ;p
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Friday, July 18, 2008
... It is already 3 days since my birthday.. but i never had time to read the blog!!!! T___T cos i am currently still busy with sch's project =.=" haix... now is 7.41am in the morning.. and i am dead tired! slept at about 12mn yesterday.. =.="""
how am i going to survive my morning lecture! lol... haix... still have to edit my project later after sch... and tmr we may even need to meet up to do project... haix... tired!!!!
Friday, July 18, 2008
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
hihi....
It has been awhile! lol...
I am very bored now! Everyday is like: in the morning wake up, prepare for sch, go sch, after sch go home, reach home, bathe and do tutorials and projects.. all the same!
Final year in poly doesnt seems like final year... =.="
Haha... after watching hua yang shao nian shao nu (both chi and jap version) I like both! =.="
and go mad about the show....
Erm... Sometimes i wonder, why when i chase after celebrities, i can never be like some ppl... they can scream and shout when they see their idols but for me, i stand like statues... though i wan to shout/scream but no voice will come out =.=" Funny ar?
lol... and sometimes i am too lazy to go into the crowd.. just to see my idol i need to squeeze my way thru, it is so not me... haha...
Sometimes i prefer to stay at home and watch them in TV or thru youtube/crunchyroll....
The last time i went for any event was like 3 years ago??? For Energy in Hereen... lol....
But that was long ago... If i can, i would pray that i can meet them on the streets instead of having to go into a crowd... but then again... =.= when celebrities move around their fans follow them everywhere... so even on the streets if i happen to meet them, it will still be crowded right? haha =.="
Erm... another thing... have been trying to learn Japanese... even though i can remember some words now... but i still don know how to write them.. =.= (sad) ....
and when i see a blog all in japanese words, i was so depress... cant understand at all..
i can only understand some of the words which are like chinese words... lol...
=.=.... looks like i need alot of time to master japanese... when i cannot even master chinese yet... haha....
Well.... it has been 3 years since i last studied chinese... since poly dont need us to study chinese so i haven written much chinese words in these 3 years... lol.... i think my chinese is getting rusty.... lol.... need to practise some chinese soon.. if not later i cannot even write my own chinese name... lol
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Hihi...
Feeling very tired now! hahahaha... cos today i have a long day in school... because from 8am to 5pm... lol.. very tired now... lol....
Have been watching animes and manga for the last few days.. lol.. hahaha....
I am feeling very sad sometimes... haha... becos when i see the animes, i realised something, guys in the animes will nv be real! lol...
Anime guys are so handsome and cool and always managed to protect the girls.. and anime guys are always able to fulfil promises they made but in real??? in real life, everything is different...
It is hard to see a guy real in... lol... that's why sometimes i live in the fantasy world... hahaha...
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Hihi...
Finally a day off sch! haha... ya and thursday is the longest day in sch.... haha.....
Erm... but there are still loads of projects n CA on the way!!! so far we have completed none and by the end of next week i will be having 2 CA projects to hand in... and on next monday, i will have to sit for my Audit CA1... so stressful huh??? lol
Today finally another outing with my family plus my aunt and cousin! lol... my brother, Samuel, did show up though he said he didnt wan at first.... i know that he is busy but sometimes i feel that spending time with the family is also very important.. Family is what u have in this life time... when you go to Heaven, everyone will be brothers and sisters... there will no longer be parents or children like now on Earth so it is better to cherish them now then to regret in the future... so i still wanna thank him for going... ^^.... 谢谢你了
the only unfortunate thing that happen in West Coast is that i fall off my bicycle! lol... i was on the bicycle behind my brother and he managed to cross... i was right behind, but the man cross the path!!!! (he stopped for my bro, why cant he stop for like 10 sec for me??)... and when i saw him walking, i brake!!! but my bicycle's wheel was in front and he hit the wheel and i fall =.= my palm hit the drain cover and it was so pain that i cannt even move my hand... but now it is better... but there is a blue-black and my right palm is swollen... haix... hopefully it will be better by monday for my test... I am now hoping that i was trained to write with both friends... then i will not be afraid when i injured either of my hands.. of cos not both hands injured.. haha...
For now, i am wondering why am i working so hard for? For my future? Some times i wonder how my future will be... i don like accounting and i really find it stressful to study and work here in Singapore sometimes... I would love to go to Australia if possible.. haha...
But i wonder why ppl work so hard for... there can be alot of money but there may not be happiness... but they may not be contented...
How many ppl is willing to give up a high pay job, or even all their qualifications cerificates for the love of God, for their family? I don't know which type of person i am.. haha.. maybe for now i am those who work very hard... or maybe it is just pure laziness that i didnt go for fellowship >.< ... haha.... one way or another... laziness shouldnt be an excuse :X.....
Remember: God loves you first and it is not you love God... God love you so much that He gave His only Son for you! and Jesus, our Lord love you so much that He died for you... (just like anyone who love you so much they are willing to suffer for you)....
God love you before you even know Him! God love you that's why He will take care of you! These animals in the wild, the birds, the insects, ain't you more important than them to God, yet God provided for them.. So why won't God provide for you... The flowers and grass are so beautiful, ain't you more beautiful than them to God? God beautify them, why won't God do the same for you? You have to believe Him will guide you and provide for you....
God is powerful and strong and He can do anything.. But that does not mean that He give you everything you want.. Cos He only give what He think is best for you and now what you think is best for yourself (just like parent and child)...
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
hihi... Very long time since i last typed any blog! lol... Busy with attachment... Finally 6 weeks are gone! and left with 2 weeks and 4 days... lol... erm.. but i am beginning to feel like .. >.< how i wish i can go back to sch soon... lol... very tired! lol
haix... the only thing i am worry now is my grades... haix... i don know how the seniors think about me... may be they think i have attitude problem may be they think i am not hardworking enough ... i am not sure how they think of me but all i know is that i am very stress.... having to work under pressure is like in sch during exams... but not under the eyes of ours.. Even though i try my best but sometimes i keep on missing out on things and making mistakes... though sometimes my seniors understand but not all understands it the same way.. some may think that you are lazy and don wanna learn or they may think that you have attitdue problem and refusing to learn...
I am so not sure... so i will just place myself in God i guess... I wanna make friends with my seniors but sometimes i don know whether they even wan me as a frien.. haha... I am free to be frien with anyone as long as they wan to be mine too... haix... Guess i will just try to keep up with my best... lol....
After my life in poly, i think i may wanna go bank to work then go study certificate for pre sch then be a teacher ^^... lol... I guess i am really in the wrong profession... Never really thought i will be in the business line and never thought of doing any business things... except opening a shop.. lol...
Really don like working though, no time for friends, family even myself and i become lazy and stop my time with God... But thankfully God is merciful and He knows how i am feeling so He understands.... Yesterday was Easter... It is a very special day for me... Very special.. nothing can replace it... really... It is a day, a day, my dearest person die for me on a cross... a painful death... most painful death anyone can think of... He isnt a criminal or any bad person, yet He suffered a death that criminal had.... But He did it for me, for you, for everyone....
Many things in Christ make me feel greatful that I know Him... In Church, brothers and sisters in christ support each other and help each other thru prayer, thru action, thru comfort, thru word of advices. In church, we live together as a family, caring for each other. And Jesus, the one who died for me, for you, for everyone. Who can think of a God greater than Him? A God that gives you fortunate is a great God? A God who you can bargin with or order him to do things is a great god?
But my God is special, He only helps me in what i wan, if He feels it is the best for me. And yes, He always know what is best for me. He don always give me what i wan, cos He knows what is best for me, and He is in command, He is God so He is in power, so who am i to order Him or bargin with Him? And also, which God is willing to die on the cross for you? a painful one....
And also, which God is the powerful and great one that no other gods are afraid of? I guess that's what make God so special. and the most special is that, when i am tired, He is there to lent me his shoulder to slp on, when i am crying, He is there to wipe away my tears, when i am in pain, worry, He is there to comfort and help me. Eyes cant see, yet the heart can feel... Some things are there by feeling and not seeing. Like the wind, like love, you cant see it but you can feel it ^^
Monday, March 24, 2008
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Wow!!! I am in my 4th week for ITP attachment... Fast ar? lol... not very fast though... we are all counting down already... lol...
When we are working, time pass very fast if we have something to do... but if we have nothing to do then time is really slow~ 5 mins is like 5 hours... lol... my grades are also very bad... I guess i really have to ask my supervisor how to improve on my grades... if not very cham! lol
Counting down! lol.... very fast going to be good friday already... erm... lol... haven been doing my bible study this week... especially for the bible study before Good friday~ when Jesus suffered and died for us.... >< .... Haix.... must really jia you and make time for bible study le... Saturday have fellowship and Friday have prayer session... Sunday after service don know if mom going out ma... O.o ... if not maple whole day again... 3 more days to go and this week is gone! lol... haha fast! .... :P
Time flies.. now already 10.22pm going to slp soon if not tmr have to work... Really sometimes i feel that working life in Singapore is no life.... cos the routine every weekday is the same and for some other ppl the routine everyday is the same... wake up at 5 or 6 plus in the morning then prepare for work, go out of house, take transport/drive to work, then start work, then lunch break and back to work until 5 to 6 plus in the evening, and then either go home or have dinner outside and then bathe, and rest awhile and go back to slp again... and the next day, the same routine... very boring isnt it? I kinda like Australia working hours though... even though i have never been to Australia but from what my auntie said, Australia seems kinda nice... Everyone go work at around 8 to 9 in the morning (like here) but they end work at about 4 plus in the afternoon, even the supermarkets are the same... but everyone enjoys the time right? the only disadvantage is that you cant get food in the night if you forgot to stock up yours. But at least life not as stressful... lol.....
After watching L change the world, not i wanna learn Japanese! lol.... kinda fun... should have learnt it earlier so i can understand jap song easily.... lol... signing off from here.. tmr is another challenging day at work.. hopefully i can do well in my work ^^...
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
haha... Jun yun's birthday le!!! 20 years old le!!! Today we went to watch the Movie DeathNote L Change the World... lol... I was trying to type like L just now... but my typing is very slow.. :X.... But He type until very cute!!!! lol... His sitting pattern also very cute!!! lol... but the ending isnt very nice ba.... But i guess everyone had excepted the ending because the ending was already soon in DeathNote 2 already.. so sad!!! T____T
Now i like the movie very much le....
Even though i like the movie, i know that there isnt sure a thing... Afterall, God controls everything so why should a DeathNote exist when it will only cause the world to be more chaos will happen.... lol... So of cos God wont wan this to happen right? lol....
The movie is very nice... lol... nice nice...
Erm..... Already Sunday le.... and 1 more hour i going to slp.. and then when i wake up tmr morning time to work again! so sian... like so no life!!! Singapore working life like so no life... cos everyday work, and the routine for everyday is like wake up, prepare for work, go for work, office hours, end work, go home, bathe/dinner, watch a bit of TV (if u are lucky) then slp and the routine goes on until Friday then Saturday is the weekend routine... =.= ... It is like there isnt much time for ourselves.. But i guess it is sometimes that God has said.. He brought us down to Earth not to have comfort but for us to build up our character/behaviour! God wants us to learn and to grow in our character not our career or any other thing! As He says that when we go up to Heaven, we will bring our character but not our career.. of cos i wanan earn enough to be able to feed myself and my parents but i don wanna be a rich person who spends loads of time in work that i don have any time left for my family and friends.
It is a very tough decision when it comes to choosing what to do in the future... to continue in my profession in Accounting (continue to study accounting in University/ACCA) or to go into NIE to teach instead... i also don mind to go to work in a bank... but sometimes all this just isnt my interest.. I like music more, I hope to teach piano and i would like to be more of a free lance piano teacher/tutor... because i am the type of person who would like to enjoy flexibility in working hours... I am not that type who like to sit in the office wearing office wear n high heels everyday, and working from 7.30am to 5.30pm ... lol... And i would prefer to spend my time with kids... My greatest happiness is when someone i taught manage to score well in the test/exam and when he/she can succeed in doing something ^^
Hopefully i can enter into NIE..cos going in doesnt seems easy... lol... Very tired! =.=" I still wonder whether i should go to eat lunch tmr.. cos i am having cough so i do not wanna eat the wrong type of food to worsen my cough.. haix... lol.... ^^
Today's 讲道is very good! Hardship always happen... and not that God wans to give you hardship but it is because God wan you to grow and learn from the hardship as well as to support others when they faced the same problem... But when we meet with hardship we should not complain and 埋怨 but to trust in God and pray that He will help you and guide you thru... God is loving, even when we complain and say bad things about Him and when He punish us, He will still help us and support us gently... He will punish but He is always ready to forgive us and help us when we admit our wrongs.... Just like our parents, when they punish us, their heart will ache... that happens to our loving God too when He punish us.. so why punish us when their hearts will ache? It is because in this way we can grow... ^^
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Hihii.... Another weekend! lol... One week of ITP is gone! lol.... 8 more weeks to go! Hopefully tmr i will be given something to do... I have already been doing nothing for like 1 week =.="
Very boring and time is slow when there is nothing to do...Of cos i don't want to have a pile of work to do but i want at least something to do.. some tax things to do... so i can have something to write in my log book! =.=" if not i will be bored and nothing to comment in my log book >.<
Haix.... Another day, another problem? Today my brother, Sam, made my mom angry again... He asked if he can go for a swim but the weather is so hot... so of cos my mom don't allow and he became angry then at 4pm he went out and sms me that he will not come home for today... Care for him so much for what? he is so stubborn! What is the use of asking my mom anything if he wont listen? Saturday he was late for tuition in sch for at least 30 mins and his teacher called my mom to tell her, and he said dont have to listen to the teacher as the teacher dont like him so wanna create trouble for him... then why does he listen to his friends? His friends cause even more trouble... He dont even know who is right and do the best for him...
Another problem is the maid... She don't know how to take care of ah ma! and this is the worst problem! She also dont know how to cook! and she can take about 30 mins to 1 hour to wash a few clothes! and dont really know how to do housework! =.=" Dont know if aunty minda wanna come back to work ma... At least she knows how to take care of ah ma.. and i think i like her better, i can share alot of things with her and my mom also shares alot of things with her... and ah ma seems to like her more too.... Miss her very much...
Yesterday's fellowship was eating! hahaha... went to eat dim sum... really ate alot (i guess).. Is fried chicken wing counted as dim sum?? haha... I am not sure about them one.... the 水晶包 and 小笼包 and others are very nice! haha.... We almost couldnt finish our food.. but luckily there are 3 guys in our group so they help us to finish our food! hahaha....
I really enjoy my fellowship cos they care about what is happening in each others life and would ask how each other is doing! ^^.... In fellowship and in service, it really allow me to forget about my worries... Becos God is there ^^
Haix.... But i am very sad now... So 烦but noone to speak to now... noone in msn and lazy to sms now.... I guess the only one who knows my feeling in God.. Even if i don't tell Him, He knows everything.. Even before i was borned, He knows when i will be in my mom's stomach, my birthday, whether i will do well in my life, my studies, my family... He knows everthing long before it really happens... He knows what will happen tmr... So why should i worry... but i guess sometimes i am really small/weak/helpless.... Cos i will worry too much and afraid what life will be like tmr... But i guess i will have to hand everything into his hands.. cos he is in control but i am not in control.. I cant change life, i cant predict the future.... But He knows what will tmr be like, He can grant me strength, wisdom, peace to go thru tmr....
祷告因为我渺小, 祷告因为我知道我需要
明了, 你心意对我重要
祷告已假装不了, 祷告因为你的爱我需要
你关怀, 我走过的你都明白
有些事我只想要对你说
因祢比任何人都爱我
痛苦从眼中流下
我知道你为我擦
在早晨我也要来对你说
主耶稣今天我为你活
所需要的力量你天天赐给我
你恩典够我用
Everyday's strength is given by God
His blessing and gifts is more than enough!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Monday, February 04, 2008
Hihii....
Finally holidays!!! hahah... But not for long :X... after this week, my ITP attachment will start too!!! T_________T... no more resting for me....
erm... ITP has its good and bad... Good-can work, so there will be money :X Bad-my holidays gone!!!!! =.= and immediately after the ITP attachment will be the start of year 3 in poly =.= and all the projects will start to flood in .... yup flood =.=
As Year 3 approaches, i am still wondering if i should go into University for a degree or to ACCA =.= ... In reality i don wanna be an accountant =.= ... Just study accounting because i didnt know what to study =.= now kinda regret =.=... But no matter what i will have to finish my diploma 1st!!! hahaha... after which then i will take a step at a time... erm....
Maybe i will start some piano class 1st then later go for other classes... haha... still thinking of where to go for piano classes.... Hopefully i can master it quickly so i can serve in church too :X.... haha...
Erm.... Lingmin (star star) still waiting for the lyrics.. but i cannot think of any right now... so tired =.="
Erm.... Kinda worried about what i wanna work as in the future.. but i guess for now, i will just see.. haha... cos God has already planned a path for me.... so i will just follow it... for everything He plans for me is good... Have faith ^^
If you seek God, you will know Him,
If you know God, you will love Him,
If you love God, you will obey Him.
^^
Monday, February 04, 2008
